Deprived of my title as a B.A.D Freak...

2010-05-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. things did not turn out as expected..
It's going to be 'o' levels soon and my results turn out to be quite unfavourable..
How unfavourable can it get?

The Law of Attraction.. I believe in it. It seems there are still negative thoughts within me.
Guess the only thing i can do is to do better than what i've done..

Sad life..

2010-05-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being vulgar..but that's how i am. You don't know me, too bad!

Stupid ass. Ass-est of all asses I've ever seen..
Stupid piece of shit. Even shit can be used as fertiliser. Your presence simply kills everything.
Damage my eyes.. can't see properly because of some shitty ass. Illogical to have this shit in my life. Illogical because this illogical shit talks nonsense.
Hello? Same article, two peices of work.. It's a whole lot different can?
Oh.. you are a fuck-tard and thus you cannot comprehend what's two pieces of work?
Fuck-tard suits you perfectly!
Don't speak another word! I hear no evil..
Don't come to my class! I see no evil..
Don't make me deliver this post to you, fuck-tard! I speak no evil..

Damn! From now on, I'll be hearing more evil, seeing more evil, speaking more evil.. Basically, i'm turing evil!! Why? 'Cause that stupid, shitty, ass-brained, fat, illogical fuck-tard is causing all these evil!
Get the hell out of my class! Not a permanent teacher for years is not an excuse!
Don't tarnish the good reputation of teachers you fuck-tard! Get out before i make you lie on the floor and kick you like some ball down the stairs. Or better still, kick you off the railing and down you go!

Seriously, just get the hell out of our life! Pollutants should not be allowed to live!

I'M ANTI-POLLUTANTS!!!!

2010-05-08T16:31:00.001+08:00

I'm deprived of my title as a B.A.D Freak...

2010-05-07T17:44:00.003+08:00

okay, so basically, this is the new blogskin..
blog has been dead since last year.. but oh well..
anyway, blogskin is a bit crazy.. the words do not makes sense.. it should be "how can people be happy in a world with high competition?"

first post of the year :

life is full of contradictions..
darkness does not always equate to bad things, just as light does not always bring the good..
so close yet so far..
contradictions..yet so true..

2009-09-25T14:24:00.002+08:00

for the past few days i have been going to sch early and in double quick time
all these are to scold my kids, ask them to come for band and stuff
everything has it's consequences...

the side effects of going to sch quickly and reaching sch early:
*tuesday-drenched in my own sweat when i reach sch and it turns out that most of e absentees
did not come to sch early as instructed
*wednesday-drenched in my sweat again when i reach sch and no one was at the assembly
ground, except for 3, when they were told to do so
*thursday-raised my voice at the problematic ones and sth terrible happened(refer to previous
post)
friday-feeling very lethargic

*had leg cramps at night

crazy stuff...i'd better get use to this..dun wanna experience this again

2009-09-24T20:47:00.003+08:00

i raised my voice at my year 1s today..
to make me feel worse, i raised my voice for more than 2 times in jus 1 day

2 dun wan to come band, bully e leaders, and give attitude
1 came for band but it's e same as not coming at all
he come oso dun wan to play, he dun even noe wat to play and how to play
come band also dun wan bring file, den keep distracting e others

i've never seen nor experienced today's event before
this is my 1st time seeing so many seniors gathering outside e damn classroom
though some r watching only but 4 leaders(including me) scolded/raised our voice at them
and they dare to repeat their mistakes again
their skin damn thick..i should borrow hammer and chisel/knife from e sch tmr

i've never seen e leaders so angry, agitated and hurt before
that kind of pain experienced by e heart..i can sense that it's very strong
why? coz i keep having a weird feeling in my heart during lessons
e worst case i've seen is when my ex-ex-SL and ex-ex-BL cry
but this nv happened again..unlike e one i'm facing right now

gosh...i seriously should talk to e band..
den i'll make it compulsory for all e members to come for this sat prac

(pray that they will come if not i will hav to reach sch early everyday)

To e leaders who were present today to scold the year 1s:
-dun feel weird bcoz u feel that u hav no right to scold them
-u r helping me to teach them some manners and stuff
-if u r afraid that they will hate u, den throw away this thought coz we dun nid them to like us to
come for band
-they have to feel it within themselves to come for band prac
-e least we can do is to awaken this feeling that has been slping inside of them
-if u nid someone to talk to, u can find me
-den we can think of a plan together to solve this prob
-dun suffer by urself..i will suffer e most no matter wat has happened
-in that case, jus share ur sufferings with me..i hav to get use to it somehow
-cheer up! =D

2009-09-23T22:27:00.001+08:00

a new blogskin!!!!
looks pretty eerie..but i like eerie stuff
maybe i shall put some eerie music to welcome u too...
shall work on that

2009-09-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i last blog..
i shall pour out wat's in my heart ever since i became the band leader..

e band now is very sucky..
year 3s still ok..coz we've been through serious trainings before
year 2s ar...a bit rebellious..but at least they will listen..they jus joke at the wrong time(always)
year 1s..haiz..majority of them always pon band
talk nicely to them also dun wan to listen but they dun prefer e hard way either

recently, i've been troubled by the actions of my kids
FYI, i call e band my kids coz i've become their mama all of a sudden..e responsibilities and stuff
my kids r becoming more rebellious..especially e year 1s
some of them come to band bcoz we ask them to but they didn't even make an effort to give in their all in band
i was damn irritated but too bad..i have high tolerance for everything so at most i will only talk to them in a serious tone

kids uh..since u hav chosen the band as ur main CCA, give in ur all to e band
i noe that e band trainings r tough but trust me..this is nth when compared to band comp preparation
u dun quit band bcoz u wan to..u quit band only when the band has given up on u
e leaders hav been trying very hard to get u back so that u can join e family again
pls be more sensible and come for band
if not i will create a parrot that will perch on ur shoulder and follow wherever u go..it will keep chanting about going to band prac and keep updating u on the time so that u will be on time for band

to e whole band:
e band instructors, teachers, leaders and everyone else have high expectations of u
jus give in ur all when u come for band
at least u make e effort to improve urself right?

i shan't talk too much bout it..tmr nid to give u all a talk de..
be prepared..it will be quite long..so if u dare fall asleep, u r dead meat
i will cane u, ask u run around e whole sch thrice in 6 min, stand on one leg for 10 min, do 50 push-ups and 50 sit-ups straight without rest, and stuff
i'll be watching...

(so random..lol)

2009-08-08T17:22:00.000+08:00

This wk is my unlucky week..

Monday
-fell down during PE twice
-while playing basketball, i tripped over my foot and fell down
-fell on my butt and slided for a short distance
-later, when playing soccer, my classmate kicked a high ball and it hit my head
-then i fell down
(funny right?)

Tuesday
-during band i sit beside a tuba player
-when the tuba player is bringing his tuba up, the tuba hit my trumpet mouthpiece
(my trumpet very dear to me de...can imagine how heartbroken i am)
-when he is putting his instrument down, he hit my right shoulder
(hit me once, indirectly, nt satisfied, must hit me another time)

Wednesday
-my classmate tried to cut my hair
-to protect myself, i grab the scissors and dun wan to release
-den he forcefully open the scissors and close it
-den i got a cut i the webbed region between the thumb and the index finger

Thursday
-during rehearsal for my school's NDP, i tried to play louder but i couldn't
-dunno wat happened but no matter how hard i try, i cannot play louder

Friday
-scolded by teacher coz i didn't do my job properly
-damn angry de coz it's nt entirely my fault
-since wednesday i was very emo...doubting whether i will make a gd leader
-at night, i had a slight fever(at least i slept early..hehe)

things began to look better though i was still quite emo..
next week will be a better week...coz my ex band leader will be coming
(hip hip, hooray!)

2009-06-20T15:41:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl! i know it's been a month since i last updated my blog
so today i will update it for the reader's sake...
for today's post i will blog bout my OBS camp

day 1
i arrive at OBS campsite 2
as usual we did ice breaking games
i did belaying(sth needed before u can go rock-climbing)
i pitched my own tent..not the instant one but the one that needs tent pegs and stuff
at night i cooked my own meal..but the rice at the bottom of the pot was burnt
lol...i ate part of it too...and the pot was difficult to scrub
had a fire drill...lol..the instructors want to test out bell only...

day 2
woke up at 5+ am coz those that woke up made lots of noise
had breakfast and did the 'Double Dangle Duo'
sth lyk roch-climbing but we r not climbing the wall
we r climbing logs...as suggested by the name, we did these in pair
luckily i did this with a guy..once the guy pull me and i fly off the course..
lol he used too much strength
at afternoon, we learnt kayaking, how to capsize and how to rescue ppl
the pulau ubin water damn salty...i think it's bcoz ppl pee and vomit inside den got extra salt
den we from campsite 2 kayak to campsite 1

day 3
woke up at 5.45am coz today we need to kayak to our next campsite(if u hav not noticed, we r constantly changing campsites everyday)
we kayak round pulau ubin, which is about 14-15 km
we took 7 hours to do so
almost gave up but luckily i didn't..haha
i got a real bad sun burn and my skin is peeling now
thought will be tanned only..zzz
i somehow injured my right fingers..whenever my thumb is needed, i will not have the strength to do things..but now recover liao
we had a good night rest but before sleeping, i experienced the lunar eclipse

day 4
woke up at 6am..late by 15 min..everyone chiong to finish wat we hav to do, get prepared
and we went for trekking..we trek round pulau ubin with our heavy backpacks on..
this is crazy stuff coz we all had sore shoulders frm yst's kayaking and now we have to carry the backpacks and trek round pulau ubin
at first my grp trek damn slow but after we reach each checkpoint, we were really moralised
we trek faster and faster to the extent that my leg cramped twice near two-third of the whole journey
bcoz of me everyone gpt extra mosquito bites..haha..and oso bcoz of me, my grp found a durian
some of the boys decided to share it after OBS..lol
finally get to bathe when we reach campsite 2..we dun get to bathe except for the first day
although it's a camp, the toilet was damn clean de...not hair on the floor, no water stains on the floor..it's cleaner than most public toilet

day 5
as it rained last night, we woke up late by 45 min...
bcoz the weather is cooler when it rains, we all overslept
we pack all the stuff we used neatly into the store, had 1 last gathering, had 1 last game,
and we are seperated
i was abit unwilling to go home
(i'm always lyk this on the last day of camp)
i bought a black OBS dry-fit polo T-shirt
i wanted to but black and white but there's a long queue so i jus bought 1 only
took a very long time to go home but when i reached home, i bathe for about 45 min
very shiok but had lots of insect bites
these bites are not mosquito bites..they are sandfly bites
i very tired but i still play com for about 2h den i go slp

~end of OBS camp~

now i need to chiong finish my homework(though i keep getting distracted)

2009-05-12T10:59:00.002+08:00

today i had my A maths MOY exam..
quite ok..but i got 1 qn dunno how to do..and that qn carries 4 marks..
oh well, somehow everything will be alright..

on my way home, i say a pigeon..this pigeon very special..
other pigeons will fly away when they see people coming...
but this pigeon fly towards me leh!!!
i'm sure it's frightened and wants to fly away..
but is it so stupid to the extent that it flies towards me???
i think so...it's brain so small...i think damaged liao...
crazy pigeon...

ok...enough of the pigeon thing...i still got 3 more days of exams...gd luck to all=)

2009-05-08T19:00:00.002+08:00

i'm in the midst of my MOY exam...so i've got no time to blog..
haha but today is special de...coz today is the last day of the week
so i'm rewarding myself for my hard work..though i dunno if i will do well or not
well...somehow everything will be alright..as long as i keep believing in myself...
enough of blogging...i'm going to watch anime right now...(should hav done so earlier)
for ur info...i'm watching aishiteruze baby...it's a bit hentai but nvm...
quite nice..the anime...ya...

2009-04-20T16:58:00.015+08:00

i know that my previous posts are all words..and all of them are very lengthy

so now i am going to do sth different..i am going to post some pictures!!
they may be lame and random coz i happen to be lame and random when i took the pictures..

anyone want to try some appetising swiss rolls?

if u wan, dun find me..go to a shop name " Han's" and order western food
then u will get this!!! if u wan exactly like the above pic, order three plates..

according to wat Mr Hisham has taught, if i remembered correctly, this should be a supernova

the white dot u see in the pic is actually a star..i took it when i'm at home

a supernova is a dying star..
before they implode(which is die), they will give out it's brightest light
this star is really damn bright...so i think it should be a dying star..

cool huh? i mean the damn bright star..not becoz it's going to die

i think this is a somewhat cool machine..they sell umbrella..cool
i took this when i went to the PSB Academy for the HSK thingy..

it's a test that test our MT standard..

stupid stuff..but i first time see this machine...(think i very sua gu)

so ppl, if u wan a umbrella badly, look for this machine

i took this at BPP...this stupid thing...

they say "cheapest toiletries in town"

note that it's toiletries..k now look at the name of the product that they are selling

they are selling Calbee Jagarico Cheese Flavour

are they trying to say that this "toiletry" have cheese flavour?

or the food item is a toiletry?

for your safety, pls do not buy this snack...u cannot be sure wat that is...

wow! i'm so lucky...i'm one of the five luckiest ppl to get this..

in fact there are plenty of this ticket..so everyone can go to the willy wonka chocolate factory
if u wan to get this golden ticket too, i advise u to buy the almond crush pocky...

very delicious!!! must buy!!!

yesterday i have two visitors from the farming district..

they claim to be husband and wife but i feel that they look more like twins...

to be more specific, they are 龙凤胎..coz the hat they wear are different

the left one is the sis and the right one is the brother...

but they are of the same colour

if the bro is a gay and likes pink, they 勉強算是龙凤胎

(the chinese very difficult to find..i have to find them on the web page by page..kudos to me!)

wat's the similarities between these two?

1. both are from the farming district

2. both are pooh bears

wat's the difference between these two?

1. the one on the left looks bigger than the one on the right

2. the one on the left is wearing the male's style hat and the one on the right is wearing the

female style's hat

conclusion: winnie the pooh can be a male or a female..thus they are bisexual

if you are still convinced that winnie the pooh is a male, let me show u one picture to help support your stand:

pooh never shaves the armpit hair...and guys don't shave their armpit hairs..

therefore u can say that pooh bear is a guy...

but overall, pooh is 70% male 30% female...

in the end pooh bear is still bisexual...

2009-04-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

yo people...i'm back to the way i am...
i've decided to stop emo-ing...not fun one
ya..today i finished watching an anime..
obviously i learn new things too
i always learn things when i watch anime
anime = my home tutor

next thing i'm going to do:
1) study for the mid-year exam
2) do band stuff at home(since CCA stop liao)
3) watch anime

cannot live without anime de..every week must watch
finish one anime..but still got hundreds to go..
wow! anime endless! must try to finish the when i'm alive
hehe...i live for anime and dogs and band

i getting more and more crap..nvm
i shall sign off now=)

2009-04-12T14:21:00.002+08:00

i think i am the worst person ever...
i think i will emo for weeks....

emo-ing:
*muttering*
i'm the worst person ever...i'm an idiot...
i'm the worst person ever...i'm an idiot...
i'm the worst person ever...i'm an idiot...
i'm the worst person ever...i'm an idiot...
i'm the worst person ever...i'm an idiot...
... ... ... ...

2009-04-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

today is elearning day...very tired
dun feel lyk waking up...but bo bian...have to do...
teachers spying on us leh...ganna caught den consequences undesirable

anyway i doing my work myself
after that i sian liao..so i copy ans
very sian...now tok bout band

yst i took the recruit band to the AVA room...i march them there
my first time...but i very scared of them
coz they very not disciplined...
to them:
walking = walking
marching also = walking
dun lyk them..they also gimme attitude
den dun wan to listen to commands also
even talk bach leh...
nxt time i treat them lyk slaves liao...treat them nicely they dun appreciate
after their band i was asked to fall them out...
not a job done well so it's not a job well done
my first time standing in front of the whole band and gif command leh
very scary...so i nv do well...nvm
coz failure is the key to success
nxt time(if i hav the chance) i will do better

den on tuesday..i did sth undesirable..
the logistics have to set the chairs so they need a key to open the furniture room
someone gave me a pile of keys so i jus take them
but i dunno wat's among them
den they nid the keys..i gave it to them
but i dunno still got one key in my pocket
for some time the logistics keep running around to find the key
i tell them i dun hav it but it's actually in my pocket
wahlao i damn guilty one lor
cannot forgive myself...
for the rest of that day i damn emo de..i think
hope this will not happen again...

2009-04-04T07:49:00.002+08:00

yst i go home at a later time, rather than 12.30pm
nid to attend some HSK stuff and i think it's pretty useless
we do some exercises for wat we hav attended
den later on 18 april we nid to go to some place for a test
den the nearest mrt station of that place is tiong bahru mrt station
so far away lor...hello i live at bukit panjang leh
the place so far away...den oso quite redundant de
waste my precious time...can be used to watch anime one leh

after the useless and long briefing, i go to mcdonald's to eat
i reach home at about 4 pm...3h 30 min leh!!!
can watch 7 episodes of anime lor!!!
when i reach home rite, i took a nap...a long one
i slp from 4pm to 7pm
that's 3 hours...den at night i cannot slp...lol

den today i go the mundai road to pray(sth lyk that)
i slp at around 12am yst night, wake up at 5.00am, reach there at around 6.00am
although we go quite early, the mundai place already filled with people
should not have slept den we go there at 12am to pray..
den we go there pray liao den can come back and slp
oh well...at least i reach home at around 7am todae
and here i am, using the com..not quite a bad idea
guess i will be taking a nap later...according to my calculations
i only slp for 4h 30min..hehe...not bad rite?

now i si bei hungry de...but dun feel lyk eating...lol..
i'm a weird person...but nvm...that's wat make me unique...
ai yah i dun wan blog liao...go play other stuff...cya!

2009-03-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

todae...i escaped death during band...
while i was keeping my instrument, a baritone player tripped over a kerb
she was holding on to her case with instrument inside
den when she fall right, she staggered a few steps in front..
while doing so her case almost banged into me
i stunned dio...lucky she nv fall on me...
or else i will suffer two blow leh...
somemore very two heavy blows...but lucky i didn't suffer any

dun tok bout band liao...tmr i will be running my 2.4km
this matter not so lucky liao...tmr i predict tat my stomach will comfirm very pain one
dun nid to ask how i noe...coz i counted tat tmr will pain one..got pattern de leh
i 'deproved' frm 12 min+ to 14 min+
die lor...so tmr, i will chiong to achieve 11min+
crazy rite? but i going to do it...i going to run my sec 2 style...run with big steps
half way tired, nvm...MUST ENDURE!!!!!-mr tan suan tien says

so jia you to those running the 2.4km tmr...JIA YOU!!
once u reach the ending point rite, stop liao
i noe some of u will have too much energy and then u will overshot the ending point one...
save energy lar...later got resume lessons leh
anyway, jus JIA YOU!!!

2009-03-20T17:02:00.002+08:00

today during band, alvina came
so the whole band prac became more fun and interesting
coz amirah and the two of us will be having fun and all those stuff

den one of the foundations we are playing is the chorus of frogs
it's a music, a song and can be sang(der...-.-")
->little froggies sing a song
singing dancing all day long
croak, croak, croak, croak
little froggies sing a song

nice rite...den alvina keep singing today
den she keep laughing at the thought of the song
it's nice but got so exaggerating one meh?
but nvm..this is wat makes the whole band interesting...
not her lar!!! but the chorus of frogs
hehe...u all wan to noe how it sound like rite, go find urself=P

2009-03-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

yeah!!! holiday finally here but only 1 week
not enough leh..wat's more there is a lot of hw
going to get real busy... and not being able to enjoy myself(thoroughly)

and yst's inter-house with 3T1 very fierce..they very hiong lor
in the end we lost but the main point is we had fun
(though my team got a lot of injuries
-1 clarinetist with a sprained right thumb
-1 fell down and injured the elbow area
-1 fell down and injured the knee area
-1 was already not feeling well and almost fainted)
in all, in a team of 5, 4 were injured..so i guess i was the only one that looks ok..
but that's ok coz all of us hav fun(i assume) so those frm 3T1 u all dun nid to feel bad
jus lyk us, u all jus want to do well and win the game, so dun feel guilty or wat ever
it's accidental right?

come on dun be so zi ze..be happy that u won the game with us
and that u know sth..although we are injured 3T2 will nv fall apart
we will continue to battle till the end of our secondary sch life

2009-03-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

given a couple of questions:

1)which of the following is a curry puff?
(a) crispy sardine puff
(b) crispy curry puff
(c) crispy tuna puff
Obviously the ans would be (b), but yst i go Chinatown
my mama buy 2 curry puff and the stall owner point to the above three labels
i read all three labels and i was lyk..diaoz...it's so obvious liao lor

now question 2) when a customer come, what would a stall owner do?
(a) continue doing ur own things until the customer leaves
(b) do ur own things den slowly stand up to serve the customer
(c) serve the customer and give them a gd impression
Obviously the ans would be (c), and again the owner that sells the crispy puffs keep doing sth with his phone(maybe sms-ing)..lyk not willing to serve e customer..my mama almost dun wan to buy le(should have done that)

after that i go eat KFC..wah biang the service damn nt gd..those at the counter serve each customer very slowly...i stand there lyk around 15 min den is my turn
when i eating rite, got one guy at the washing hand that area..it's reasonable to wash hands and rinse mouth lah but he is lyk clearing his nose lor..eew...i lost mt appetite bcoz of this...

when i go home rite, i walk pass the crispy puff the shop, i look inside and saw the owner sms-ing
he got so many sms 1 meh...sms bu wan de...yst i si bei buay song one..i nv again wan to go to chinatown..

2009-02-20T14:53:00.003+08:00

Common Test 1

English-done
A. Maths-done
E. Maths-done
Physics-done
Biology-done
Chemistry-done
Social Studies-done
Literature-done
Economics-done
Higher Mother Tongue-done

Yeah!!! Common Test finish le!!! So happy..can play all i wan le..

2009-02-19T19:04:00.002+08:00

today i go the recruit band prac..
actually i stay in sch to study de
but my SL nt around so i take over him
see lah i haven't study SS yet how?
all his fault ar
but cannot entirely blame him
i oso wan to go de

in the end i stay in band till band ends
in band i have to remind the recruits the gd posture..
and all those stuff(dun think too much)
den i teach them marching..i nt too gd at that
can see frm their expressions that my instructions nt getting to them
they know the basics liao but they still cannot get it right
cannot blame them coz they are introduced to marching only today
i believe subsequent days they will do better
den i can become more strict(muahahaha...)

tmr CT1 officially start le
gd luck to me and all the readers

2009-02-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

today i not in a very good shape..
got leg cramp and got muscle tear at the arm area
why? coz yst got PE den i very 'hiong'
that result in my bad shape
can say i yst underperformed coz i nv encounter this before

today at band i solo the whole new world again
it's totally a whole new world for me coz i nv solo before
last practice i solo very badly
this practice i improve quite a lot
(good job cindy)

den after band my senior keep saying he cannot see me(that means i very short)
i flare up but nv scold him lah
i tell him nt to criticise me can or nt..dunno wat's e outcome
my friend also say me short(indirectly)
i scold her coz she my friend nt my senior..haha
oso dunno wat is e outcome but she say okok den i think shld be no prob liao

today in class eat cheesecake coz we celebrating the Feb babies
den when i'm asked to blow the candle(coz the other 2 dun wan to blow den i oso the biggest so i fan the candle instead)
den when cutting the cake rite, my hands trembling
the plastic knife about 1.5cm above the cake den i start to tremble..lol

anyway CT1 coming so the blog will be rather dead
ya..gd luck to u readers for ur CT too!!

2009-02-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

wah..after doing my homework i discover sth..
homework is endless..
i do like dunno how many years liao the homework still nv end..
waste my time..can watch anime one leh..

today i also chiong-ing homework..
luckily i finish like half of my homework..
so tmr do another half..
then bit by bit will finish homework de..
but not all lah..homework endless one mah..

tmr got band..wah!!! i very excited..
(Cindy, try ur best man!)

people i shall end my post
(lol..like speech leh)[-.-]

2009-02-15T14:24:00.002+08:00

today is a very boring day..

gotta chiong my homework yst i playing all day
for god's sake!!! yst is valentine's day!
i spending my valentine's day with the computer hor
valentine's day does nt mean spending the day with ur lover, but with anyone, anything that u like

anyway that's all lah..(*get up frm chair*)(*go back room to do homework*)

2009-02-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! FINALLY got my blogskin

as u can see frm the highlighted 'finally'
i took a great amount of energy to find it
i look through a result of 5461 pages to find it leh(actually i only look through 60 of them)

anyway congratz me for finishing the blog=)