Life is full of contradictions...

Thursday, April 9, 2009

today is elearning day...very tired
dun feel lyk waking up...but bo bian...have to do...
teachers spying on us leh...ganna caught den consequences undesirable

anyway i doing my work myself
after that i sian liao..so i copy ans
very sian...now tok bout band

yst i took the recruit band to the AVA room...i march them there
my first time...but i very scared of them
coz they very not disciplined...
to them:
walking = walking
marching also = walking
dun lyk them..they also gimme attitude
den dun wan to listen to commands also
even talk bach leh...
nxt time i treat them lyk slaves liao...treat them nicely they dun appreciate
after their band i was asked to fall them out...
not a job done well so it's not a job well done
my first time standing in front of the whole band and gif command leh
very scary...so i nv do well...nvm
coz failure is the key to success
nxt time(if i hav the chance) i will do better

den on tuesday..i did sth undesirable..
the logistics have to set the chairs so they need a key to open the furniture room
someone gave me a pile of keys so i jus take them
but i dunno wat's among them
den they nid the keys..i gave it to them
but i dunno still got one key in my pocket
for some time the logistics keep running around to find the key
i tell them i dun hav it but it's actually in my pocket
wahlao i damn guilty one lor
cannot forgive myself...
for the rest of that day i damn emo de..i think
hope this will not happen again...

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