Life is full of contradictions...

Monday, May 17, 2010

Hmm.. things did not turn out as expected..
It's going to be 'o' levels soon and my results turn out to be quite unfavourable..
How unfavourable can it get?

The Law of Attraction.. I believe in it. It seems there are still negative thoughts within me.
Guess the only thing i can do is to do better than what i've done..

Sad life..

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Friday, May 14, 2010

Sorry for being vulgar..but that's how i am. You don't know me, too bad!

Stupid ass. Ass-est of all asses I've ever seen..
Stupid piece of shit. Even shit can be used as fertiliser. Your presence simply kills everything.
Damage my eyes.. can't see properly because of some shitty ass. Illogical to have this shit in my life. Illogical because this illogical shit talks nonsense.
Hello? Same article, two peices of work.. It's a whole lot different can?
Oh.. you are a fuck-tard and thus you cannot comprehend what's two pieces of work?
Fuck-tard suits you perfectly!
Don't speak another word! I hear no evil..
Don't come to my class! I see no evil..
Don't make me deliver this post to you, fuck-tard! I speak no evil..

Damn! From now on, I'll be hearing more evil, seeing more evil, speaking more evil.. Basically, i'm turing evil!! Why? 'Cause that stupid, shitty, ass-brained, fat, illogical fuck-tard is causing all these evil!
Get the hell out of my class! Not a permanent teacher for years is not an excuse!
Don't tarnish the good reputation of teachers you fuck-tard! Get out before i make you lie on the floor and kick you like some ball down the stairs. Or better still, kick you off the railing and down you go!

Seriously, just get the hell out of our life! Pollutants should not be allowed to live!

I'M ANTI-POLLUTANTS!!!!

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Saturday, May 8, 2010

I'm deprived of my title as a B.A.D Freak...

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Friday, May 7, 2010

okay, so basically, this is the new blogskin..
blog has been dead since last year.. but oh well..
anyway, blogskin is a bit crazy.. the words do not makes sense.. it should be "how can people be happy in a world with high competition?"

first post of the year :

life is full of contradictions..
darkness does not always equate to bad things, just as light does not always bring the good..
so close yet so far..
contradictions..yet so true..

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Friday, September 25, 2009

for the past few days i have been going to sch early and in double quick time
all these are to scold my kids, ask them to come for band and stuff
everything has it's consequences...

the side effects of going to sch quickly and reaching sch early:
*tuesday-drenched in my own sweat when i reach sch and it turns out that most of e absentees
did not come to sch early as instructed
*wednesday-drenched in my sweat again when i reach sch and no one was at the assembly
ground, except for 3, when they were told to do so
*thursday-raised my voice at the problematic ones and sth terrible happened(refer to previous
post)
friday-feeling very lethargic

*had leg cramps at night

crazy stuff...i'd better get use to this..dun wanna experience this again

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

i raised my voice at my year 1s today..
to make me feel worse, i raised my voice for more than 2 times in jus 1 day

2 dun wan to come band, bully e leaders, and give attitude
1 came for band but it's e same as not coming at all
he come oso dun wan to play, he dun even noe wat to play and how to play
come band also dun wan bring file, den keep distracting e others

i've never seen nor experienced today's event before
this is my 1st time seeing so many seniors gathering outside e damn classroom
though some r watching only but 4 leaders(including me) scolded/raised our voice at them
and they dare to repeat their mistakes again
their skin damn thick..i should borrow hammer and chisel/knife from e sch tmr

i've never seen e leaders so angry, agitated and hurt before
that kind of pain experienced by e heart..i can sense that it's very strong
why? coz i keep having a weird feeling in my heart during lessons
e worst case i've seen is when my ex-ex-SL and ex-ex-BL cry
but this nv happened again..unlike e one i'm facing right now

gosh...i seriously should talk to e band..
den i'll make it compulsory for all e members to come for this sat prac

(pray that they will come if not i will hav to reach sch early everyday)

To e leaders who were present today to scold the year 1s:
-dun feel weird bcoz u feel that u hav no right to scold them
-u r helping me to teach them some manners and stuff
-if u r afraid that they will hate u, den throw away this thought coz we dun nid them to like us to
come for band
-they have to feel it within themselves to come for band prac
-e least we can do is to awaken this feeling that has been slping inside of them
-if u nid someone to talk to, u can find me
-den we can think of a plan together to solve this prob
-dun suffer by urself..i will suffer e most no matter wat has happened
-in that case, jus share ur sufferings with me..i hav to get use to it somehow
-cheer up! =D

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

a new blogskin!!!!
looks pretty eerie..but i like eerie stuff
maybe i shall put some eerie music to welcome u too...
shall work on that

left a note at 10:27 PM.

it's been a long time since i last blog..
i shall pour out wat's in my heart ever since i became the band leader..

e band now is very sucky..
year 3s still ok..coz we've been through serious trainings before
year 2s ar...a bit rebellious..but at least they will listen..they jus joke at the wrong time(always)
year 1s..haiz..majority of them always pon band
talk nicely to them also dun wan to listen but they dun prefer e hard way either

recently, i've been troubled by the actions of my kids
FYI, i call e band my kids coz i've become their mama all of a sudden..e responsibilities and stuff
my kids r becoming more rebellious..especially e year 1s
some of them come to band bcoz we ask them to but they didn't even make an effort to give in their all in band
i was damn irritated but too bad..i have high tolerance for everything so at most i will only talk to them in a serious tone

kids uh..since u hav chosen the band as ur main CCA, give in ur all to e band
i noe that e band trainings r tough but trust me..this is nth when compared to band comp preparation
u dun quit band bcoz u wan to..u quit band only when the band has given up on u
e leaders hav been trying very hard to get u back so that u can join e family again
pls be more sensible and come for band
if not i will create a parrot that will perch on ur shoulder and follow wherever u go..it will keep chanting about going to band prac and keep updating u on the time so that u will be on time for band

to e whole band:
e band instructors, teachers, leaders and everyone else have high expectations of u
jus give in ur all when u come for band
at least u make e effort to improve urself right?

i shan't talk too much bout it..tmr nid to give u all a talk de..
be prepared..it will be quite long..so if u dare fall asleep, u r dead meat
i will cane u, ask u run around e whole sch thrice in 6 min, stand on one leg for 10 min, do 50 push-ups and 50 sit-ups straight without rest, and stuff
i'll be watching...

(so random..lol)

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